No different

Nothing's changed. It ain't no different from when u weren't here.

I'm sinking lower and lower into depression. Everything just feel so bleak. The stress of studies piling up and the pressure from my mom to succeed. Only in her terms, success is when u beat everyone else in class and come up top. Sure, she says no that's not true and that I should just try my very best, but honestly, when is my best ever good enough for her?

I think I better stop now. I'm feeling ultra cranky. Ciao.