When There was Me and You

It's funny when you find yourself

Looking from the outside

I'm standing here but all I want

Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe

Miracles could happen

Cause now I have to pretend

That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale

A dream when I'm not sleeping

A wish upon a star

That's coming true

But everybody else could tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody

That I heard you singing

And when you smiled

You made me feel

Like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words

Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's

And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale

And dreams were meant for sleeping

And wishes on a star

Just don't come true

Cause now even I can tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

Cause I liked the view

When there was me and you

I can't believe that

I could be so blind

It's like you were floating

While I was falling

And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view

Thought you felt it too

When there was me and you

-Vanessa Anne Hudgens (High School Musical)-

I got the highest score in English for my extended essay on Egyptian Art so far. This is the only thing that's perked my day up today.

Let's face it. I'm not someone a guy like him would want as a girlfriend. I'm a dork. Just look at what I wrote above. He probably just uses me. All that bullshit about him not being secure enough to handle that I'm smart and he's not? What a load of crap. I don't give a fuck if u're a dumbass, as long as u're honest and hardworking. That's a stupid excuse.

To quote Haley James Scott in One Tree Hill, "This is not who I am. I'm a tutor, I'm a nerd. I'm just Haley. That really should be enough. I'm done playing games." And like Haley, I'm just Tutorgirl and I'm done playing games. I'm just plain old Cheryl, and that really should be enough.