love was surely made for fools... like me...

I really gotta break my extremely bad habit of waking up when the day's already half gone.

Finished up my Economics essay after my lunch-cum-dinner of kimchi noodles. Talked to my family online whilst I was eating.

I just finished watching The Pacifier, starring Vin Diesel and Lauren Graham (Lorelai Gilmore in Gilmore Girls). Damn funny, with emotional parts too.

Sigh. Things are stagnant. Maybe it's better if I don't hope too much, cos every rise makes the falling even more painful.

Everybody go

The party's over

I want to be alone in my head

In my bed tonight

You never show

You must really love her

You think I don't know

But I do, yeah it's true

I think over is over

I'm right back where I started

(when it comes to wanting you)

I can't have what I wanted

But I did, I can, I was, I am

Only human, living, dying

Just like any fool who ever breathed

If love is blind

If love's a drug

It always is

It always was and

Love was surely made for fools like me

I know where I'm going

I'm tripping

I'm sliding around

That's ok

At least I'm excited

It wasn't how I planned it

(wasn't how I planned it)

(Feet are where I landed)

(At least I understand it now)

My feet are where I landed

(feet are staying on the ground)

I did, I can, I was, I am

Only human, living, dying

Just like any fool who ever breathed

If love is blind
If love's a drug
It always is
It always was and
Love was surely made for fools like me

Fools like me

(Fools like me)

I did, I can, I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed

Maybe it's the sanest thing

Or just the sweetest kind of dream

But love was surely made for fools

(Love was surely made for fools)

Love was surely made for fools

(Love was surely made for fools)

Love was surely made for fools like me

-lisa loeb-

Yeah. Love was surely made for fools like me. I'm so goddamn stupid. I feel like shit now. U have no idea how it fucking hurts like hell, the feeling that u're so damn useless and worthless. And the worst thing is that I have to smile and look happy and cheery for the world to see. It's a mask people see everyday. Masquerade. Yeah, that's the word. It's a masquerade. Hide your face so the world will never find you. I wanna be alone now, but my friends just have to choose this perfect timing to come look for me. Not wanting to lose the already few friends I have left, I'm always obliged to let them have their way. I'm a servant in this world where I'm all alone.